Wats Love?

Could not sleep since 3.30am. Was reading up on some lady and her pre marriage situation. I would like to encourage all married and in RS women to stay strong. I know it is easy to say than to be done. Just remember love life and stay strong as long as possible. Oh! Also to men who are facing such issue in life too.

Couples like these should know themselves much better than anyone. It takes to hand to clap. Isnt it?

It is really not easy. Really.

Having to read, encounter, experiences and hear from couples that are facing such issues are creating a invisible phobia and fear from within me.

Its just confusing. Shall end it here.
Loves, wena

The First Step to Our Future

Getting our flat on 14.12.12

Probably, it is still early to apply for a flat in a mature town estate. But this is what we intended, planned and best of all when there is such opportunities available for us at that moment. Secondly, I am still schooling and unemployed, others/society might think that I/ we are not capable to afford a flat now. True but like i saw we intended and planned accordingly. I strongly believe that I could afford that after 5 years of employment. Not trying to be ambitious but indeed I am actually because i believe I/we could do this together. Thank you friends, especially E, for your support and over-whelming joy for me! Likewise, our parents.. I think they are quite excited for it as well. For me at least because my mum seems to be or even sound excited to me.

This is our first application and got quite a good queue number being a first-timer and first application. So by our appointment date, there are several good unit left. We were still deciding which unit to book hrs before our appointment by flipping coin. HAHA! Of course we did break down to a few best location/unit before we start to hesitate on which one. Finally, we got our first ideal choice! ^^

So we have chosen to opt out for the OCS (Optional Component Scheme) as we like to have it our own design and enjoy our place after a long day of work. I do believe with a good design before moving in = long term investment. This project will take slightly longer than other projects, which means about 5-6 or < years, and so marriage?. I intend to have a simple ROM session and no wedding banquet at all. If otherwise, at most sending family, relatives and close friends some pastries. =)

UNLESS let me strike lottery! HAHAHAHA! Then everyone will be invited for that 'dinner' or so.

In this era, it is not easy to get married, buy flat or even having a child. Its not about the notion of everyone love kids and so assuming they will take care of your kids. It is not that simple really. Handling a family, carrer and child(ren) at once is really not easy. 

Before my selection, I have been pondering over this issue a lot a lot of time. How, why, when , where and what. I am still telling myself if I am ready for it. Like really ready and so I sprouted this sentence out to A. As a straight and outspoken guy, he just shot me down with his words and said then lets just end it. Come on lah~ You are moving out of the point. =.= As for me, I kept mum and went to bed. LOL! So then days past and I have had made that decision.

I told him "Dear... from today onwards we have to cling on to each other and not let go".

He just smile and said are you alright? In other words "you siao ar?"

*Roll eyes*

Had a good Beach rd scissor cut curry rice before our appointment that day. ^^

Its not very convenient to get that but for good food its all worth it. I thought this was not very very awesome as compared to the one i ate before (which i cant remember where it was). Nevertheless, this was still good. =D

So now, I am awaiting for 2013. Hope everything is good too next year.

I can feel that my luck is coming back already. ^^

Loves, wena

A little bit on the thirteen

Emotions overwhelming these nights and haven been sleeping well. I shall say. Waking up every hour and having nightmare. Thinking of bad dreams, I think i didnt have had any dreams for the past few years.

Preparing myself for tml evening. Will talk about it here again.

Loves, wena

12.12.12

Just a very special date to pen down my emotions right here at this moment.

Spend my evening with my favourite person, E, watching "life of pi" and having astons for dinner on a raining night. I really felt relieved and happy and free ever since i finished school. I am literally slacking everyday since 3 dec (my last paper) at home catching up all dramas and thinking about my life and stalking others. It is really amusing and interesting to see how people behave.

Something to really think about relationship, determination in life as well as the notion of "never give up". But do religious comes into play in life? Don know why, somehow I could feel that devastation emotions when Pi was crying over the tiger not "turing around and look/wait for him". 

Watever it is, I am glad that i had spent this gorgeous date with my bff. ^^

I am anxious and nervous for 14/12.

Excited for 19/12 a date with my gfs again! =D

Loves, wena

Some little things Happens

Changes
First of all, I am really glad that I have officially completed my bachelor degree even though i am not going for honors. I am glad that I have made it through these 3 2.5 years in NUS. My grades are really bad that I don even have the courage to share it here. HAHA! Quite embarrassing honestly. Probably, my friends are right that im not in the right course. That is why i cant blossom with the right environment, right water, right soil and the right amount of sunlight. A quote from one of my sociology tutor. Nevertheless, I still SURVIVE!! =DD

Having the opportunity to study Arts and Social Science in NUS and ended up majoring in Sociology, this journey is really an eye-opener and experiencing one for me. I am super glad that I met this AWESOMELY nice girl, Grace, who had embraced me, encouraged me (all the time) and the only determination for me to look forward coming to school and meet her up. We studied, laughed, stressed, sweated, pain and teared (for myself) together. Thank you so much for your presence to have met you in Japanese study class and in the same project team during year1 sem1 then to the same major for the rest of the semesters. The best thing is you are staying in the north and the way home are always so cheerful. THANK YOU SO MUCH GRACE! ^^

Even though I have met some girls who think SUPER highly about themselves and despised me just because I am from a Chinese speaking family and polytechnic background, I still thank them for appearing in my uni life. They made me hate and love my uni life!!! Don know i should be happy or otherwise. Just really mixed emotions all over. Those girls really change my perceptions towards people who (assumes) they own a prestige life. Like seriously, these are not the only moments you can have in life men. Can i just scold them bitches for the last time please?? =,

I think i just did. HAHAHA!
Okay. I am going insane typing this post because I am just happy that I am so done with school now.

Other than meeting nasty and antsy people in school. I have meet some really nice people like CNM camp campers, BHBH7 and many passerby, just to many to name them here. But I know best in my heart who they are.

BHBH7.

Feelings of nostalgia when i was browsing through all the photos and to select one.

Life there was great and i could smell fresh air everyday when passing through patches of fresh green fields. I hope there will be such opportunities once again. ^^ 

CNM camp participants.

I was really nice meeting them all with different personalities and experiencing young again. Also, to thank Daryl so much for understanding the feelings too! ^^

CNM committees.

Thank you so much for the opportunities!!! You guys are also crazy people too!

And entertaining to my entrainment. HAHA!

UNI life will just be different if i did not take the first step out and see the others. Even though i have been whining and complaining uni sux, this is just the process and looking back I actually did enjoy certain moments.

All the late night work, last minute work, worrying for my english language to complete tons of 3k words essay which some are individual somemore. Are fun but really really torturing and draggy. Having to enter into a Arts faculty, I know it is totally not my forte. I told myself that I would want to learn something different from engineering and so Arts I went. Then majored in Sociology to mind-fuck my perceptions towards society. HAHAHA! To be honest, some modules are interesting like education, inequalities, childhood, aging society and a few others. They do borden my perpectives in life in all ways as i can say. School are fascinating enough.

So heres the thing, i am currently undergoing this transition of life now. Two next important transitions. Career and marriage. I always have a different thoughts towards marriage from the norms. The funny thing is the more I wan it, the more it wont come. So I can say that law of attraction does not work at ALL right??? HAHAHA! So I shall not speak more about marriage even though I do have 6 days more to decide if i really do have to settle down with this guy. Why hesitated you ask me? Because I am scared about the future and not the reason of I don like love him or s/he is not good or we are not match or so watever. A phobia....? If so i believe. haha!

Career. I do have a part-time job on hand now and my boss is converting me to a full-timer. I am grateful for that too! I can teach and do some admin/hr job. The best it is near my house and my former secondary school, how not to love it? Walkable distance, cheap food (neighbouring estates) and accessible to all amenities around. I am still looking around and waiting for responses from other industries too. =)

I guess I have summaries and fast forward my life events for the past 2.5 years. Haven been in the mood to do a proper post because school is driving me nuts. Like really nuts. I lost my lameness, entertainment skills and sociability. Now, I think they are recovering. I have been slightly much happier with my daily life now. I promise no more emo emo stuff. HAHAHA! *try too huh*

Thats all. Will blog about my bros wedding too.
Loves, wena.

Knock Knock!

Anyone still here visiting me?

Whether if there is no one or who s/he is visiting this aimless blog. Thank you for even clicking and reading it. Just a quick preview genting post.

Heading to Genting last friday night.

I guess this really marks the furthest trip I went with A. HAHAHA!

Met some really nice ppl of his colleagues + gf and wife. Will try to talk more about it in other post if possible.

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A little update of myself here before I head off to school (LAST DAY till exams)

1) Life has been great. Smooth.

2) Busy with school assignments for the past month and 'renovating' of house

3) Getting myself and everybody to be prepared for my big brother's big day!

4) Trying to cope with my revision and all the upcoming red events

5) Spending time with people

6) Receiving for result; now waiting for my(ours) appointment (*prays hard*)

7) Setting up all my(ours) documents for the ppt

8) Start looking for a job. Im looking into teaching line or DXO

9) COUNTING DOWN TO MY ORD!!! & Christmas!!!

10) Heading for my dream life! HAHAHA!

I know my words are super vague here, but surprises are meant to be kept till the last.

Heehee!

 Loves, wena

Wish There Are More Times Like This

 We hardly head out together for certain events or programs.
Usually we would just stay at home or head to AMK Hub for our usual routine meet up or dinner.
Simple as it is. Its true that I would grumble (most of the time) that I want to head out and have some fun.
It doesnt matter where and not about how much you will spend on every trip. Its the experiences and enjoyment that counts for every single second on earth. There are really so much things that I want to fulfill.

 So I shall finish up my school first and start working on my targets. ^^
Because I have start planning already! Thats so awe lah!!! HAHA!

Happy Birthday Dad!

Been almost a month from my last post.
Shall post a short one here.

When over to upper lower thomson (don know the exact location) restaurant for family dinner.

Food was good. Price was quite reasonable as well.
This post seems so content-less lah. Apparently its just a dinner. =)


Happy Birthday PAPA!
Thank you for tolerating me for so many years. Especially these recent years. HAHA!
I will still love you. ^^

Stay Healthy and Lively and Save more money!! XD
End of the year lets go for a long trip!

Good times are nearing.
Love you all! ^^

Loves,wena

To Harry!

Met up with the usual cliques on one of the late August for a trip down to MBS.
To Harry Potter exhibition!


Some of us were super late and got st and joel to be so pissed.
Just hate dragging ourselves out i guess. XD


A group shot before we shall enter.

September 2012

credits to google.

OOOH!!! Its already last quarter of 2012! So fast so fast!

I have so much to anticipate in this month, but I don wan anything things to crop up or on hold it.

3 more months and I will be away from school for a long time. Out into the workforce.

This is something I wan to foresee myself in the next five months earning an amount and enjoying my worklife. I know to people who are already in the workforce and could manage to have time coming back for further studies, would ask me to enjoy and study/learn for life? But wats life in the first place?

WHats your future and how you lead your life?

For me, I have very very vague plans for now.

Apparently, E told me my Plan A failed terribly. So she doubt my plan B. HAHAHAHAHA!

I-so-agree to a certain extend. HAHAHA!

At least I do have a plan ahead for now, which only consist for myself and no others involved.

Don talk about marriage or family or watever. Its just me and myself for now. =D

o/s: I wan things to be smooth and successful for this month! and further. ^^

THANK YOU!!!! ^^

Loves, wena

The 1000th post!

END of week3!
Still managing with my school work, I believe so.
Anyway did i mention that Yeokting (my poly classmate) and I concidentally took the same modules this sem. He really make my two days in school more happening. Someone can I talk to like finally. ^^
But lectures are freaking early. =X
8am and I have to leave my house like lastest 6.30am. Goddness please.

Anyway on the 22 Aug, attended a impromptu gathering at sauce to celebrate Kelly's BD.
Alex's company (a good/best friend)

All photos quality are horrendous. From my S3, in just normal mode.
Anyway ignore the quality, just focus on the food or whichever you are interested. haha.

The Mentaiko @ $14

Portion was consider small to guys I guess. Small like gasoline (idk).

Apparently not to any others. Overall fragrant and taste are passable to all. =)

The Fresh River Catch @ $20.

Grill salmon fillet. I like this a lot! Fish and veg are all very fresh.

The terriyaki sauce coating match well with the fillet. Hungry leh now. =P

BUT BUT BUT portion is small for guys ( I purpose).

Not to worry for the unfilled stomach.

Because as usual, all of us head of to the other cozy corner for beer session.

THis is really a nice and cozy place to chillax! The sofa, atmosphere and people falls nicely to our needs.

Met up with Doris and had a great chat that night with her.

Since when was the last time i chat with her???

 

Martin, Fabian, MaoChuan, Zerbel (MC's gf), Doris, Me

 

The two on the left are still available. =)

LIKE A BOSS. Hahaha!

ShuFeng. kelly's gf. =D

I would like to say this to kelly! Ni Yao Xi Fu! ^^

After talking and drinking, drinking and talking....

The guys are still drinking. Some got really high but most of us are tired.

As we had a long day at work/school and tml still have to report for work the next morning.

By the end everything most ended, its already 1++am.

Tired, shag and so i gave chao bin that i really wanna go home liao lah.

Sorry for the face but I just wanna go home and sleep ma.

So Im here to apologize plus thank you for this gathering, before my really hell weeks start. =X

Upcoming, Harry potter exhibition! ^^

I am stopping here.

its already 1.37am. I need to catch up with my sleep already.

O/S: I might have lost my Ying Yang energy because i skipped my essential sleeping time from 11 - 2am.

Alright! Byes!

Loves, wena

Aug Lagging Post

So much have been happening during this month.
Have been holding on to too many photos to blog about but because of the lack of photo editor app i couldnt edit my photos and hence explain no blog. Plus im lazy maybe.

On the 18th, met Huihui and Han at Jcube for skating.
My second try. =) Just photos no captions.

New Semester

A brand new and last semester for me!!! WOOHOO~~~!

Can you imagine how delightful and happy am I? Because its the last sem of my studies. Unless I intend to go further, but i guess all these years of studies is enough already. I need a break first before proceeding for my next study plan.

School have started and it is already in the mid of my second week.

Procrastinated for the first week and now Im still kinda flooding around in school.

Have been lagging of frequent updates or even short ones because I was busy during the past long weekend.

I was planning to adopt a dog, but due to some circumstances I forgo the adoption.

Having to spend the 3 days with it, there was some bonds but i have to let go.

Could slept the next day and woke up late for school.

p/s: miss him. =(((

Anyway, met up with poly mates on saturday to have a simple get-together dinner.

I miss them too!!! Was chatting to all of them and having to realize we are all transiting into another phrase of life. Time past like this. We have known each other for 5 years or so liao! WOW!!!!

With Danny too. =)

Ytd attended Alex's friend, Kelly birthday gathering.

Analyzing this group when we are all facing the next transition in life as well.

 Dinner and beer at Sauce ytd till 1am. Shag + PC.

cause i wanna sleep. =(

But still happy Birthday to Kelly!!! ^^

Another dinner on Friday night with BHBH7 members.

Had vegetarian for dinner and the dishes looks super norm and realistic!

 and and and is super nice! ^^

There are more photos for each dinner. I will do up a post for them.

Meanwhile just revisit my blog or stay with me if you wanna know whats happening with me.

HAHA! =D

Loves, wena

 

07.08.12 Birthday

First of all, I would like to declare that my desktop is officially down!

Thus no editing of photos and posting of awesome photos to blog. =(

I could use phone apps to edit but I don want to lag my phone and editing photos on phone are really tedious to me. So photos posted here are all original unless edited.  =D

And And And

Happy Birthday to Myself.

This year was definitely simple, which i really enjoyed.

Invited some friends over for a simple dinner, which all the dishes are cooked by myself.

#Sweating like a Pig.

Preview BD Post

Okay! Here's a few shots of my Bd.

Preview post of my BD will be done after this post!

Rushing out to celebrate Alex's cousin's baby birthday.

Have been out for this whole week with all birthday celebrations.

Then school next week. AH~~~!

I am going to be FINE! ^^

All the best for my last sem! Will be seeing Grace in campus soon!

Lets JY tgt!!! ^^

Loves, wena 

NDP'12

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

Felt goosebumps when Singapore applauded during the appearance of MR LKY!

#inearlytearedtooplease. =X

Loves,wena

Blessed Birthday.

A short update on the happenings during my Birthday. ^^

Soup of the day. Cooked it myself for them.

Old friends gathering. #twelve cupcakes # macaroons

Group shot with all + Dear. ^^

Thank you all so much for being there for me.

Loves, wena

The Month

Here comes August.

Didnt take note that August is here and so is my Birthday. (Counting down 1 and half day)

Felt so emotional when my Birthday is nearly. Don know why whenever the Town council volunteers hang the National flag up and deco the streets, I felt like the Nation is celebrating my BD as well. HAHAHAHA!

Though my bd doesnt fall on 9Aug. But still got the feel!

However, I wish and hopefully hope that some friends of mine will be warm hearted to wish me or meet me for simple dinner. ^^ Anyway, I wish for everyone good health, live for life and be happy and MORE MORE MONEY! Have been planning and deciding one some life issues now. No time to spare.

Met and went out with E on Sat to visit a mutual friend of us for house warming.

Super awesome concept for a 5 room standard flat. Guess it will cost a bomb though.

They have this string wall divider thingy. So nice and classy concept.

Want my future home to be like this. Dreams~ XD

Only Instagram photos posted for this post. Too lazy to upload and transfer my photos from cam to laptop plus need editing. Somemore I still have yet to get hold of mac photoshop. =X

 Shopped one day at PS alone. Went around and saw this fold-able bike.

So cool! Maybe cousin is passing me his.

So I could just cycle to SK or my ah ma house or to work. ^^ If my legs can tahan, I sure will cycle to AMK. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Save money is the priority now. XD

Then... I still cant get over the diving trip.

I wan to dive somemore!!!!

#underwater Love.

p/s: this E joke on me so hard on sat. ZZZ! Gonna smack her butt.

p/ss: Im actually right lah. ^^

Last photo of me diving down to the seabed.

Terrible and a burden. HAHA

 Things to note for the early of August:

- Meeting all most of my friends soon which is next week. ^^

- Critical bidding week next week too!

- MY Bd next week too!

- Attending A's ah gong bd celebration!

- Attending baby first month celebration next week ALSO!

- School starts the following week~~~ =(

- Thai Buffet don know when! HAHA.

Loves, wena

BHBH OCIP Day 6

Phillippines Day 6 @ 15/12/11

Fifth Day: our official day to start designing and paint on the four walls.
All of us are divided into 4 groups. Each of us are in-charged of one marvel character.

Our ideas was moring-day-day-night time on each wall + SG skyline or symbolic icons


One day of white paint and here we starts our job for the next 3 days or less.

Tioman Dive

Im so happy that I (we) have passed our open water dive test!
Am a certified diver already!!! ^^

Im glad that A do enjoy and thought of going for the next one. XD heehee!

On Friday, itself, went over to AMK to meet him and change our money + brought some snacks for our journey there. Saw the atrium filled with balloon sculpture. Very fascinated leh! So many many many balloons and different shape and sizes and patterns.


Took a photo before we leave for our bus.


Met the rest at CQ and board the bus.
I was excited and nervous for our test throughout the entire journey.


Broad on the ferry ride to Tioman Island was the most tedious and terrible experience for me ever.
Suffered from sea sick so badly. My face turned pale white. So tried to sleep all the way and got drenched by the splash of seawater. But one thing wonderful was the night sky was full of stars!!!!!

Like how I saw it in Philippines. Memories leh. =PP
Finally arrived the resort and checked-in immediately @6am.

YanZhen, YingJie and Rosa. (Left -> right)
Bathed chatted with the ladies and headed for breakfast and to our dive! ^^


Surroundings.


Beach.

Wearing of wet suit was really tedious for me as well.

I need the other three ladies to help me. Roslin was sweating even before our training starts.

Was literally LOL while wearing it. HAHAHA!

credit: Serena

Checking of equipment.
Credit: serena

Briefing
Credit: serena

Underwater basic test.

Heehee. Love you! HAHA

We completed our basic skills within the first two dive in shallow water. Had to rush for our lunch and board the ferry to another part of Tioman for our third dive.

credit: serena

high butt. HAHAHA!

 

This time round the third dive was much into the deep water. We could see more marine life there.

The seabed is full of sea urchin. I saw them and I was panicking like hell.

p/s: kenna before by that so Im afraid of it.

 

I was signalling to Alex that I am scared of the sea urchin on the seabed.

Plus I still cant get my buoyancy right by floating or maintaining on the same depth constantly. Thus I was panicky everytime when I see myself touching the seabed. Eventually I will inflated myself to float up by a little, but I will tend to float way too much to the surface. HAHA! Wrong.

There was once I nearly hit the bottom of the ferry. Lucky our coach rush up and pull me down.

=XXXXX

<3 <3 <3

p/s: E. Finally something right?? XD HAHAHAH!

 

BBQ + buffet for dinner.

The whole fish was sup! ^^

Their ramily burger also bagus lah! =DD

 

After dinner, we had our final test and then chillax.

Mood sway at that time. Too tired le~~~~

 

Had a good night sleep and woke up for our last two dives.

 

YanZhen & YingJie

Second day, with the last two dives.

Second last was still a dive test.

Throughout this dive A was holding me, cause I could balance well and I have problem equalizing my ears.

Scary. I was quite emo when I returned to the boat as knowing that I did not do well. =(

Felt like a burden to the whole group. =X Then even more emo. =((

After some advises from coach samuel and serena, I felt slight better. Just need more confidence.

Thank you Thank you both!! ^^

Finally the last was a leisure one.

This time round I was slightly better as i could swim by myself most of the time. ^^

Saw two crown fishes (close up) loitering around its house. So cute.

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for rushing to me whenever Im lost, confuse, in danger
and panicking underwater. Hugs hugs. I will improve with more dives okay? Lets plan again. ^^
Visited carwreck!
Credit: serena


I think without A around me, I might have failed or even give up half way.
Likewise, roslin, YZ, YJ and Junhao. Who keep encouraging me all the time and taking care of me as well.
^^



Waiting for my third ramily burger. HAHA




Survived the returned ferry ride!!!! omgness.

Group shot! ^^

Thank you Simply Scuba.

Thank you Samuel and Serena for your guidance!

You have made my (ours) diving trip an enjoyable and unforgettable first time experience underwater! ^^

Unfortunately, we didnt manage to see sharks or turtle.

This ends my tioman first dive trip!

MORE TO COME! =D

Loves, wena