Happy Birthday.

Things could have been totally different if i have made a different move.

Why does it have to turn things as bad as what i thought. =(

Anyway, Happy Birthday to everyone who are still reading my blog. 

From now on, i will try to be myself as much as possible. Seriously, its really a waste of time trying to be another or even changing oneself or someone who you always thought that you will be appreciated but in fact you are not. Its very saddening.

p/s: listen listen listen and be alert. Foolish girl.

xxwenaxx

Happy Lunar New Year!

Still trying to edit my photos of my philioppines trip. Plus chionging work and school readings.

Worse of all, im still procrastinating due to this super long holidays.

Im so lack behind with my school readings. They are piling up!!!

Ever since the last fight that was really bad, we have come down with some decisions and negotiations. 

It is really not easy to come till this far when both of our characters and interest are so much indifference.

Both of us are trying and playing hard to get hold of each other and i hope we could sustain even further.

Probably is time to move on to our next stage of life, yet this move is not easy.

Im really glad that i have know you. LOVES.

xxwenaxx

The Dragon Year

This year will be a good year for me! I really wish! =))

Met up with E and ST before CNY eve. Have a good mini reunion with them first.

Had a bad day before it. I was lucky to have friends who are there for me. Really.
THank you LIYI!!

Steamboat over at my grandma's place. As usual, crowded and food are the same usual stuff.
CNY is just a normal and boring routine for me. Hope next year will be a different one. Wonder what will happen this year and next year. =P

The best anticipation this year is my final year to gradation! F. YES!!!!


CNY Day 1.
Randoms photos from my iphone. Will do a proper post when i finish editing my photos.
Also dealing with my Philippines post!!! I still have trouble dl app to editi photos in my mac. =(
Any idea??!

Wore Magenta toga romper in Day1 from thevelvetdolls
with my 4inch black wedges from bugis - rush lvl 2 @ $29.90
accompany with mustard belt from bugis - lvl 2 @ $7.50

Ended my day every early. So boring!! =(
Shall end it here then.

xxwenaxx

Goldfish.

p/s: This post is dedicated to someone whom I love so much.

p/ss: I couldnt find any other ways to express all my feelings which i wan him to know and someone to enlighten me if im at fault. Im really lost now.

Woke up with both swollen eyes, totally looks like a goldfish this morning.

Cried a shit out of me last night. Something is really wrong. Really really wrong.

Is either me or others. Im always pondering about why things goes wrong? WHY?

To be honest, i feels that im always the one who gave others troubles and always the one to pick a fight for really nonsensical stuffs. Yet every fight, you need two parties to be involved then you called that fight/quarrel. Like what people use to say, you need two hands to clap in order to produce sound.

Yeap. True.

However, each party usually could only see their own point of view.

This is us. I guess.

I felt that I have given in, maybe you are thinking the otherwise.

You wants me to trash everything out to you, I did really say the feelings deep down from my heart.

Yet you ended me with really harsh words.

If you don mean it why bother to even say it. To me, you said that means you're really tired and sick of all these shit and wants to end everything. There are several problems growing from within already and our reasons to each other are just explanation and not solutions. Did you realized that?

If so, thats good. Otherwise, the problem will always be there. ALWAYS.

Living in a totally different world could make our life even more difficult.

I really tried to get into your world but seems like Im (usually) not invited in and resulting to invite myself there? Do you know how uncomfortable the feeling is when i knew that you don even wish me to be there. "maybe im just a spoiler or wet blanket" - but see this is one of the problems.

Freak this shit... I delete the whole chunk of words that i have typed out. I see no point to even post it here. Watever it is, i just hope you can really really really understand and listen to me.

Im different from those girls, thats why i don understand and i don like it but yet you are not even getting it or doing tiny bit of change. Thats why the problems still remain. Destruction by its seeds.

Don tell me to understand. I tried but i cant.

Then, don tell me not to understand because its better for the both of us.

See this is another problem.

I tried to understand, i tried to get in but i really just don get it and felt so unwelcome. You, on the contrary, asked me not to understand and you never even tried to understand. (running away?) Thats why problems are always unsolved!

I never want to give up this rs, but you don seems to even bother about making slight changes. I know its hard but did you try? I really don see it.

You ask me not to compare with others, but honestly you also did compare us with others.

Years of accumulations, not coming out with with any consensus our problems will always be here.

xx wena xx

Wedding Bells.

can you hear them?

I could only imagine and hoping for it to happen but in this reality world it repels.

For those who know me well should know the reason of why me marriage now.

I know it is easy to say or think but definitely extremely hard to make it happen for our situation.

So no point ponder much for every now and then. Take things step by step, otherwise i will be lectured again for making insensible thoughts.

But yet i hope it could happen this year though. =D

Loves, wena 

Pre CNY mood

Have been heading to Chinatown and bugis pretty often for the past 2 weeks. Didn't get to shop much as the crowds are really crazy which really turns me off, uless someone accompany me down or I have sth to get in mind otherwise I don bother to move into the crowds.

Did an interrupted post just for posting something random up rather than keeping webs on my blog.

Anyway, Ytd I posted a comment on my fb wall and I really didn't expect that I could receive such an overwhelming response! Hahahaha! A and I were laughed throughout the entire night.

Will try to get a proper post up soon. My Mac doesn't allow me to edit my photos. Or I simply don know the ways and functions of it. Haha! Any kind soul wanna teach me other than DL-ing windows on my Mac.

Loves, Wena

Hard drive.

Oh no! All the bhbh7 photos are in my Mac but i couldnt transfer them into my hard disk.

Thats why im still dragging to update about my Philippines trip yet. 

I will try to figure it out soon. =P and post them up before i couldnt remember anything.

The photo above was taken during our last project (Educational camp).

Loves, wena

Refreshing the 20 days.

The plan for that day was to head down to SGH for dental consultation but i didnt make any appointment and wasted our trip down. So head back to hg polyclinic to get a referral letter and waiting in the wrong queue. My god. Wasted our time. Im alright but i wasted Liyi's! Ended up my first appointment will be in march. =.=

 JANUARY 2012

 

Just realized I missed 2 months of blogging.

Shall spam them about my YEP trip soon. =)

Loves, wena

In the Year 2011

That year isnt as smooth as the past. I think it is slightly better than 2010? HAHA. Whatever it is i have gained new friendships through a few significant event during these 365 days. Even though UNI friends are just hi-bye friends, some really touches me with their genuine attitudes. They really make me feel much more 'happier' and less lonelier in school. Pardon me for this long post as I really want to post all the special events up. So here you go...