First marked.

Today it has marked my 1 year in NUS.

Damn it was fast isn't it??! Though results were shitty as compared to in the past, at least i pass them all.

But still the same old whines - no friends life in uni just sux.

Sometime i really wish i could do some things that i want to and ignore the bloody shit of others

Reality really sux to the max and so we have to go along with it

and to give up on stuff that we ought to have or aim for.

How you feel when you are trying to aim for your target but due to reality and facts.

You have to ignore your target and get on the correct path which others think is right but not of your interest at all and just because the path is already laid out for you?

Worse of all when you already come down with a decision, you don get the support.

Wat make the situation worse, stupid naggings and scolding that are really nonsensical to you right now.

Probably they are advises but i think they are just intense rejections.

I really wan to come down with some best solutions.

If i wan to do it, i can and i will try my best but i have to rebel.

I just need supportive and encouragement only.

Thats all im asking for.

p/s: Too bad i have such a mindset since young

p/ss: Too bad that i have such a non-supportive members

p/ss: Too bad from my background.

But i have to face them still.

Loves, wena

Okay i try to blog more often. But currently my life now is not happening at all.
Theres no meet up with gangs. They are busy so am i. Probably im more lazy to head out.
Transportation need money too! =( Jobless now.

Send out countless of resume but they only have hourly job, which i really dislike and pay is low.
So im going to rest at home, lock myself up and feeding myself with junk food. That explain the slightly weight gain. I had my hair trim a few weeks ago and im not regretting it. Auntie trim my hair so much that my head looks so enormous, untidy and ugly.

First day trip to Malaka was awe. Just simply food all the way through. Even though this trip was with a bunch of aunties, they are just crazy aunties. Especially one of them. Literally can just hear her laughter every now and then.

Malaka trip

Will  be back soon to with photos and more updates of my status.
loves, wena

SHE IS HERE!

Finally! After such a long decision making and waiting. Its here now! =D

Im leaving SG tml early in the morning! Cant wait to leave for a good short break. 

 But i need a temp job asap!!!!

p/s: I need to save up!

A brand new start is good.

I felt so much better, letting him know the feelings and i think he finally knows how i felt.

Thanks to Marc for talking and explaining to me too. You are just awesome!

So a brand new start = a new stage will be mapped out soon.

I really hope i could 

Thats my dream.

Even though many said that its insane, it cant work, its just sufferings, i really think that it may turn out to be otherwise. Just my random thoughts and fantasy dream.

Loves, wena

No one can be trust

What will you do if you are feeling really down?

Talk to somebody or maybe just keep it to yourself?

Im a person who would rather keep things to myself. Yes. Though i really need listeners. But sometimes some ppl will continue to bitch behind my back when i told them my stuff. So i rather them not knowing anything and bitch about me than knowing things.

It maybe be helpful when you speak up to ppl. It helps. But when you know wat are the things going behind your back. That will landed you up in another situation. So in the past i already told myself. Trust no one. Yet at times, you really do need listeners around. Some helps some just don.

Im glad that i met some. But disappointed to know them actually bitch behind your back with those negative comments. =( but it is over already. Now i learn my mistake and i shall not do it anymore.

I guess for the past few years, i did quite a lot of mistakes.

Lessons will be learned from there and im going to stop all these shit and move on with life.

It is definitely easy to say than to work on it. But i will try.

So from now, i promise to E that im going to be happy and everything will be a brand new start for me.

If that person wans things from me, i am willing to give up and hand it over to you. Since you are trying hard to catch it. Am i right? All the best to you and your plan. =)

If you succeed, I can only suck my thumb and say all the best.

Loves, wena

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

What?!

Why does Johnny Depp's skeleton icon looks so different now?!

Its not looking so different, its definitely not the same.

Created this wena's skeleton icon. My idea of how pirates skeleton should be when playing in those movies.

I started going gaga over Pirates of the Caribbean when the first movie launched and i overheard its theme song. So freaking awe!

It really brings me those fonds memories when i was in my tertiary(sec sch) years, my band played this songs and moving on to my poly times. Did a presentation with the theme song as the background effect as im studying in Marine offshore. All about boats sea marine. HAHA! Back then, life was fantastic! =D

back to the main purpose of this post: I WAN TO WIN THESE PIRATES TICKETS!!!

So i went to play with the applications in order to win them in FB.

Thats why having to create the skeleton icon. ^^

Are you a pirates fans too?! 

So you gonna catch

"Catch Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides movie starting from 19^th May 2011 and join the official Disney Studios Singapore Facebook & Twitter page!"

Loves, wena

Nike Goddness Run

Went it with my sis. HAHA!

Run was great but it was really crowded through out the entire track. Ppl slow down and i lost the momentum. So i start walking all the way, which was really bad.

Was really really crowded.

Got back and went for a massage. =D

Awesome!

The hot weather is making me so sticky every second.

xxwenaxx

She is waiting for me! =D

Tml 5k Nike run. So not ready and im running with my sis. =D


Has been a long long time since i met my friends. Really mis them too! The lameness and bondings are just awe during our FYP. Too freaking awesome to mention anything right now. But you guys can just check out my past posting around mar 2010.

It's it amazing that even there is a couple in our class. ^^
I would like to mention that i love my groups mates and cliques that i always hang out with.
Lots to be mention. They too know me well and totally understand whats with the "im fine". In fact im shitting not fine at all. Thats lame right~~~ this is how women works.


Not forgetting my brothers.
We really change quite a bit since year 1. =D Wanna make a comparison?!
Cause it is really exciting to see the difference! Just ROFL and thats all.


They are just freaking awesome friends that i had made in my second half of my life. ^^
I felt that................. never mind, i shall not make things worse on the other side of my life. Cause its just really pathetic. =(

p/s: I hate ppl who lie/cheat on me

p/ss: I hate guys who are insensitive

p/sss: I hate ppl who breaks their promises. Especially guy

p/ssss: I hate everything about having a long term rs - everything are different

p/sssss: I hate them who take things for granted ( never denies myself is the same too)

p/ssssss: Hate everything about guys who always give "reasons"

p/sssssss: Hate Selfishness 

p/ssssssss: Regret in my life

p/sssssssss: Hate myself for being angry - fucking nonsense

p/ssssssssss: Wish you happy - thats all i can say

p/sssssssssss: Girls are just a burden to guys - likewise the opp

YES! I do take things for granted but i really hope there might be changes.

Sorry and pretentious are not f. cures to me. They are just mundane and useless action to solve long-terms problems. Pls note that. Even if you did i doubt you will understand it as well.

xxwenaxx

The election fever is still on.