Sunday, March 24, 2013

The little in ME


Have been feeling paranoid these days. Or maybe for years? I don know. But what I do know is that my friends must have found me being paranoid at all times. HAHA! Im just insecure, with low self esteem and think (way) too much. I mean like I am super sensitive to people. Regards of words or actions. This habit of mine really pissed myself off.

But hor, sometimes I would like to share my joys with people who are close to me, instead they are just being a wet blanket. Then influence my 'that moment of happy thoughts' to otherwise and hence demoralised me. Ended up asking me not to be pessimistic. Make me  (cry laugh cannot) literally! It means between laughter and tears. Really lor. These sort of replies makes me wonder and be aware to who I am sharing my things with because I want that replies that I like to hear. Self-deceiving is good. HAHA. 

Okay. Maybe I just cannot accept the reality and facts. However, I really do have friends who are freaking frank with me. Like they will say I have gain weight, being irritating, face damn cui kind, etc. Then slowly slowly, I take criticisms heartedly and secretly go work on those things they said about me. HAHHA! But then most of the time, it dont work. =D For instance, not being irritating. I cannot not do that leh. For my face, i never go facial or use any facial foam, just tap water. But these few weeks started on using mask which my sister and friends who gave it to me. Otherwise, I wont even be doing them. Im a lazy lady so I am not pretty.

As for my weight, not hard chore trying to slim down. But after my head operation my appetite is not been that good as before. So I shed off quite abit of my weight in a unhealthy manner. So my body system is screwed up now. Lack of iron and low blood pressure. Not good at all. =(

HAHA! Just my whining again and again.

Mayday! So anticipating for their concert in JUNE! ^^

Loves, wena

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Sweetness in the Cold

FOOD FOR THOUGHT
Need a break from all the restless day and night. Met up with E randomly again for ice-cream cravings and hence Udders @ thomson. Haven been there since A left for sailing. Usually will tag along with him for some darts session. Feels like playing it now. =X 

Anyways, back to udders ice-cream.

We had two scopes with waffles.
Awesomely chocolate and Mao Shang Wang(durian)!
The durian flavour was super good can! Its like eating real durian flesh! Nom Nom Nom!!! Im not a chocolate fan though, still the awesomely chocolate was really rich. But too much for me. HAHA!

 Cute deco.

 Ordered their sundae, with a scope of Snickers Mars Honeycomb Vanilla.
The whole flavour was mixed up like a rojak. First few mouth was good! Refreshing. However, the subsequent taste was quite sweet and it covered up snickers mars honeycomb taste. =( Was quite disappointed. Probably its just me. HAHA!



 Still the overall experience, ambience, food was still great. Companion was the best! ^^

I need more of this to wave my thoughts till they call me! Please please please!
Thank you! ^^

Address: 246D Upper Thomson Road
Singapore 574370
Tel: 64520803

Loves, wena

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

This love will never ends

This was taken some time back during Chinese New Year. Ask eileen out to accompany me for job application but no valid. HAHA! So we went out to walk around instead.
Random CN at the back photo bombing.

 Oh man... Aging crisis. A touristy photo for you guys. =P

Drag her to accompany me to river hongbao with me so I could read the zodiac characters for this year.

Quite awkward standing there alone taking photo. HAHA!


Then a random and impromptu day out on Saturday wtih the clique. So settled our brunch at Upper Thomson Rd (of which what I only know) for Yong Tau Fau.
 Was really excited that day because it was so random and apparently all of us could make it. Also, cannot wait for the food to be served lah!

 It was not wat I expected from both its taste and way of serving. It came in a standard order, where by you doesnt have to select your items. Rather, just order according to quantity by per pax and they will just serve according. The sauce was super good! Especially the flagrance, which I really like the most. Good with rice and kang kong!

Oh oh! Their chilli also bagus (good) lah! okay lah, everything is good! HAHA! Really must go try. Though I don have the exactly address. Should I have a foodlog on my blog. ^^ Maybe I should. =P

Next stop, Mezznanotte Ice-cream!! ^^ This shop is located along the same stretch as the YTF. Near Han's restaurant. Just too busy eating the ice-cream and hence the lack of photos. Plus I hardly take food photos now. Scare kanna label as "typical". HAHA! I just kid though. I still do take food photos, however so much lesser then before.


Typing this, reminds me of how E label be as boring person now. hahaha! IKR! "Uni" and "love" change my life style and characters. XD

Cannot imagine to have know them 10+ years now. Time really fly pass us and we are all into our own life. Some stays, some have left us but it doesnt matter for the latter. As I strongly believe that no matter wat happens, we will still be there for each other. Somehow or rather, we will still contact back regardless of any issues. So, in life I really treasures all sort of relationships and everyone should really try to balance their really well. =)

Thank you for hanging with me till here.
Loves, wena 

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Recapping of 2013 resolution

Here is a short recap to my 2013 resolution:

1. Attended two companies interviews and been through several rounds for each before I am shortlisted. Still waiting for the second application to be approved before I could make my final decision (hopefully by Thursday). Thank you for giving me my ideal job! ^^

2. Tried Trying to update more often.

3. Have meet certain group of friends in my life. More to come! ^^

4. In the mid of marriage discussion now. Will update more details after April.

Thats all for tracking back my resolutions.

For now, I want to secure the job with the second company, as a DXO. Though the traveling is really inconvenient for me (easter here to west), I do believe I will love my job scope! Cant wait for their response like soon! If they offer me that position, I will be so so so delighted! Like really leh! So that everything are in place and following the plans we had for the past two years. ^^

Oh! To share this experience I had during the interview (so i can re-read it again few years later. XD), I cried in front of the interviewers! Yes! But more like tearing... HAHA! Got emotional in the mid of talking, I cried because I was really touched! In other words, like FINALLY someone see the hardwork I put in for the past 20 years of education. It never had been easy. I felt that he really did appreciate it and mentioned that he was really impressed after looking at my CV. Just one word, THANK YOU, YOU, YOU!

That explains why the sudden outbreak emotion in front of the interviewers! Ended up we have a good laugh together. First time they met such situation as well as me tearing during interview. WTS lah pls. Keep thinking of it, I seems so feeble and soft. Wonder they will have any negatives thoughts towards me not.

Bo Pi Me!

Loves, wena

Sunday, March 10, 2013

10March2013



This date is a special one for Alex and I. It marks our annual anniversary. So this is our 5th year, yet we are not spending it together. Rather separately, as you might notice or heard from me that he is away for sailing and will be back only in April. He was so nice to give me two calls and the well wishes for both of us. It is really not easy having to come this far. Like really.

Friday, March 8, 2013

First step to HDB application

Hi all,

After thinking for a certain period of time, i decided to share with you all my humble experience with my HDB application. I am learning and gathering information along the way from experienced people and forums.  I am still new to all these adult stuffs but here is the first step to all those complicated documentations.

So then i shall keep the personal content of "wanna get a house together" short with A. Initially, in the year 2012 we are discussing if we should start looking at Build-To-Order(BTO) projects. Indeed, we did. However, he was AMK estate specifically. I was like "HUH?!", "I doubt HDB will implement AMK new projects. Its so cramp/crowded already.", "If there is, the price confirm super pricy", "can afford ma"?

Little things in March

HELLO!
Im in the mid crisis of transiting into a working-adult life now. Waiting for graduation, securing a job, settling on our housing application and also JUST GOT ENGAGED. So apparently, I am waiting for everything to be settled down step by steps as well as his return from sailing. So far, it has already been almost 2 weeks away from his presence and a total hour of talking to him via phone.

To update my status:
1) I have filed for graduation and will be attending commencement 2013.
2) Had been to a few rounds of interview with local bank and now waiting for their response.
3) Today received another called from Mindef for an interview. (better than no call right. pray hard)
4) Checked our status for our housing application and both HLE and AHG are settled! (Got the amount we expected and wanted! ^^) Meanwhile, have to wait for the letter for signing lease of appointment. 

Shall stop here today. =)
Loves, wena

Friday, March 1, 2013

Dedication

This post shall mark the next chapter of my life. On the 16 Feb 2012, a usual routine of meeting him over at his place and he finally pop out the question to me. HAHA! Im not surprise that he asked me for my hand but rather I felt like-a-finally. HAHAHAHA! Sounds so taking it for granted right? Anyways, I said no then because he was not on his knees and with no flowers. Then he tried hiding his legs under the bed and pretend to be on his knees and also sent me a EMOJI sunflower. Okay. I admit the emoji sunflower was a cute move.

There apparently and of course, I agree. (His question was more like a demand than asking.) Even though I always whine and grumble and quarrel with him (as everyone knows), it really has become a norm norm norm to us already. Yet both of us willing to give ways at times.

So here's the ring. Im contended already.

heehee! ^^ Having a 200+ likes on fb. Thank you all for the well wishes leh!!!
Really really very happy and contended that so many ppl wish the best for me. =D

Also my lovely Eileen did this dedication for me too!! Really love it and feel the love from you sincerely! I will still love you too! ^^

When is the wedding date and stuff. It wont be that soon, however its either this year or two years later. Im not sure with anything because we have yet to decide. Right now, I just need to secure a job so everything will be on track. Also, I want my family to be healthy and happy!

p/s: my camera doesnt auto rotate my pictures. So I cant post them up here. 

Loves, wena