Changes
First of all, I am really glad that I have officially completed my bachelor degree even though i am not going for honors. I am glad that I have made it through these3 2.5 years in NUS. My grades are really bad that I don even have the courage to share it here. HAHA! Quite embarrassing honestly. Probably, my friends are right that im not in the right course. That is why i cant blossom with the right environment, right water, right soil and the right amount of sunlight. A quote from one of my sociology tutor. Nevertheless, I still SURVIVE!! =DD
Having the opportunity to study Arts and Social Science in NUS and ended up majoring in Sociology, this journey is really an eye-opener and experiencing one for me. I am super glad that I met this AWESOMELY nice girl, Grace, who had embraced me, encouraged me (all the time) and the only determination for me to look forward coming to school and meet her up. We studied, laughed, stressed, sweated, pain and teared (for myself) together. Thank you so much for your presence to have met you in Japanese study class and in the same project team during year1 sem1 then to the same major for the rest of the semesters. The best thing is you are staying in the north and the way home are always so cheerful. THANK YOU SO MUCH GRACE! ^^
Even though I have met some girls who think SUPER highly about themselves and despised me just because I am from a Chinese speaking family and polytechnic background, I still thank them for appearing in my uni life. They made me hate and love my uni life!!! Don know i should be happy or otherwise. Just really mixed emotions all over. Those girls really change my perceptions towards people who (assumes) they own a prestige life. Like seriously, these are not the only moments you can have in life men. Can i just scold them bitches for the last time please?? =,
I think i just did. HAHAHA!
Okay. I am going insane typing this post because I am just happy that I am so done with school now.
Other than meeting nasty and antsy people in school. I have meet some really nice people like CNM camp campers, BHBH7 and many passerby, just to many to name them here. But I know best in my heart who they are.
UNI life will just be different if i did not take the first step out and see the others. Even though i have been whining and complaining uni sux, this is just the process and looking back I actually did enjoy certain moments.
All the late night work, last minute work, worrying for my english language to complete tons of 3k words essay which some are individual somemore. Are fun but really really torturing and draggy. Having to enter into a Arts faculty, I know it is totally not my forte. I told myself that I would want to learn something different from engineering and so Arts I went. Then majored in Sociology to mind-fuck my perceptions towards society. HAHAHA! To be honest, some modules are interesting like education, inequalities, childhood, aging society and a few others. They do borden my perpectives in life in all ways as i can say. School are fascinating enough.
So heres the thing, i am currently undergoing this transition of life now. Two next important transitions. Career and marriage. I always have a different thoughts towards marriage from the norms. The funny thing is the more I wan it, the more it wont come. So I can say that law of attraction does not work at ALL right??? HAHAHA! So I shall not speak more about marriage even though I do have 6 days more to decide if i really do have to settle down with this guy. Why hesitated you ask me? Because I am scared about the future and not the reason of I donlike love him or s/he is not good or we are not match or so watever. A phobia....? If so i believe. haha!
Career. I do have a part-time job on hand now and my boss is converting me to a full-timer. I am grateful for that too! I can teach and do some admin/hr job. The best it is near my house and my former secondary school, how not to love it? Walkable distance, cheap food (neighbouring estates) and accessible to all amenities around. I am still looking around and waiting for responses from other industries too. =)
I guess I have summaries and fast forward my life events for the past 2.5 years. Haven been in the mood to do a proper post because school is driving me nuts. Like really nuts. I lost my lameness, entertainment skills and sociability. Now, I think they are recovering. I have been slightly much happier with my daily life now. I promise no more emo emo stuff. HAHAHA! *try too huh*
Thats all. Will blog about my bros wedding too.
Loves, wena.
First of all, I am really glad that I have officially completed my bachelor degree even though i am not going for honors. I am glad that I have made it through these
Having the opportunity to study Arts and Social Science in NUS and ended up majoring in Sociology, this journey is really an eye-opener and experiencing one for me. I am super glad that I met this AWESOMELY nice girl, Grace, who had embraced me, encouraged me (all the time) and the only determination for me to look forward coming to school and meet her up. We studied, laughed, stressed, sweated, pain and teared (for myself) together. Thank you so much for your presence to have met you in Japanese study class and in the same project team during year1 sem1 then to the same major for the rest of the semesters. The best thing is you are staying in the north and the way home are always so cheerful. THANK YOU SO MUCH GRACE! ^^
Even though I have met some girls who think SUPER highly about themselves and despised me just because I am from a Chinese speaking family and polytechnic background, I still thank them for appearing in my uni life. They made me hate and love my uni life!!! Don know i should be happy or otherwise. Just really mixed emotions all over. Those girls really change my perceptions towards people who (assumes) they own a prestige life. Like seriously, these are not the only moments you can have in life men. Can i just scold them bitches for the last time please?? =,
I think i just did. HAHAHA!
Okay. I am going insane typing this post because I am just happy that I am so done with school now.
Other than meeting nasty and antsy people in school. I have meet some really nice people like CNM camp campers, BHBH7 and many passerby, just to many to name them here. But I know best in my heart who they are.
BHBH7.
Feelings of nostalgia when i was browsing through all the photos and to select one.
Life there was great and i could smell fresh air everyday when passing through patches of fresh green fields. I hope there will be such opportunities once again. ^^
CNM camp participants.
I was really nice meeting them all with different personalities and experiencing young again. Also, to thank Daryl so much for understanding the feelings too! ^^
CNM committees.
Thank you so much for the opportunities!!! You guys are also crazy people too!
And entertaining to my entrainment. HAHA!
All the late night work, last minute work, worrying for my english language to complete tons of 3k words essay which some are individual somemore. Are fun but really really torturing and draggy. Having to enter into a Arts faculty, I know it is totally not my forte. I told myself that I would want to learn something different from engineering and so Arts I went. Then majored in Sociology to mind-fuck my perceptions towards society. HAHAHA! To be honest, some modules are interesting like education, inequalities, childhood, aging society and a few others. They do borden my perpectives in life in all ways as i can say. School are fascinating enough.
So heres the thing, i am currently undergoing this transition of life now. Two next important transitions. Career and marriage. I always have a different thoughts towards marriage from the norms. The funny thing is the more I wan it, the more it wont come. So I can say that law of attraction does not work at ALL right??? HAHAHA! So I shall not speak more about marriage even though I do have 6 days more to decide if i really do have to settle down with this guy. Why hesitated you ask me? Because I am scared about the future and not the reason of I don
Career. I do have a part-time job on hand now and my boss is converting me to a full-timer. I am grateful for that too! I can teach and do some admin/hr job. The best it is near my house and my former secondary school, how not to love it? Walkable distance, cheap food (neighbouring estates) and accessible to all amenities around. I am still looking around and waiting for responses from other industries too. =)
I guess I have summaries and fast forward my life events for the past 2.5 years. Haven been in the mood to do a proper post because school is driving me nuts. Like really nuts. I lost my lameness, entertainment skills and sociability. Now, I think they are recovering. I have been slightly much happier with my daily life now. I promise no more emo emo stuff. HAHAHA! *try too huh*
Thats all. Will blog about my bros wedding too.
Loves, wena.
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