Finally two weight is off my shoulder now. 2 more to go.

I wan to blog something.I am lazy.I see no point to continue.


will update soon if i can.

Trivial Status

Monday.Celebrate A mummy's BD at Jacks place. Ended up playing numbers just to finish the dessert.

Sunday.Went Ikea to order my furniture.

Sat. it came. So manage to unpack and pack everything tgt. Took one whole day to fix and clear and settled them in position.

Rosa came over for help on maths ending up doing cheap labour for me! HAHA!

Thanks ar. And A for everything too. Though you are the man in control. Zzz *angry*

Outraged during the packing, as mum was nagging and nagging and nagging for like zillions of times. Never help out is okay lah, but then still keep nagging on stuff like why buy this buy that. Might as well i moved out, best if i just stay in hall better!!!!

okay i shall not rant about her again, i know is bad.

Max. cui! Looks like some horrible aunty (referring to me)

I got Uzap. HAHA! Thats really good! Lost 7kg! =DD

as-if-huh.

This photo is really entertaining right. HAHAHAHA!

I have a red dino! ^^

Anyway my room is kinda really green green green now! =P

p/s: Am i just a part of your life or one whom you will really look up to at times? I felt that something is missing as i don know anything;wat's going on inside the mental cells. I always got to know the external and physical mental part. Something is not right seriously. I wanted to find a chance to let you know wat im i thinking, but usually i will stop my conver. cause i see no point to ask about it further. Cause i know wat you will say and react. *a good pt here thou means i know you well.* but at certain part of there, i can't really reach. Something of a translucent barrier in between, though i can see wats happening on the other side, i still cannot reach it and touch it. Im just a selfish bitch that it.

You know wat i mean here? Sociology + Philosophy?

xxwenaxx

Thoughts

1. I really appreciate ttm thanking JX for taking care of me and encouraging me. I was f. stress that thursday. Having the thoughts of dropping. She told me not too, at least tried it out. For 4 weeks already, Im trying my ultimate best to catch up the pace in sch. 4 projects just thrown to us. LIKE "BOOM"-and due date is 2weeks less from now. Im a slow learner in Language which is already an disadvantage to me. Im not both chim-literal person at all. I believe somehow part of my stress are resulted by my milieu-partially my mum. Though she wont force me to continue even if i cant, but someway somehow and i believe some of you guys will try every ways to make it work right? Since we already reach there; why should we just give up like this. Is it??

2.Right now my condition is, no time and no friends to hang around. I have one (Gervina) but some of our modules diff and diff tut timing, which we really cant hang around too.

3.The mental thoughts of hanging with JC ppl, whom talks really chimsss language really make me go GAGA! LECTURERS too! Totally different way of expressing and language use as compared to my Poly lect. GOSH!

4.Im trying trying trying to COPE and be optimistic amsp. And in my heart, i would wan to thanks those who always always listen to my rantings and "sorrows". Advices, lecturing, encouragement are all given to me. So im putting them real hard into me and reminding myself all times.

5. No time for me to blog and dress up too! HAHA. (at least im trying to divert my emotions here)

6. I stopped my tuition too! =( Which i really don bare too! Really. The bonding with the kids and mum was really good and fun! I will miss them! I already miss them!

But still life sucks so much for now.

xxwenaxx

MMMMM..... Life?