Juggling the Sohs

I feel like smashing up my com. EVERY COM in my house right now!

I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO SHITLY RECENTLY
is not your "girl-friend" fault is your fault. Mostly my fault TOO
i totally cannot accept how you reacted to me
i never get back to you because i felt extremex10000000 hurt.

but you always don get what i mean
instead replied words that end my conversation there.
so i always stayed in silences


everything right now is in my point of view
the truth?????

I don know what are the truth anymore.