ENDING OF JULY

but never ending of works
never ending of stress
never ending of nonsenses!!!






SO HERE COMES AUGUST~

I'm busy with my life.

sch work... and even planning to run away.
Got scolded instead, for not facing the reality.. =X


Ended up decided not to run. HAHA! Freaking confusing!!!
Now i got to wait. Been waiting for the whole 19++ life of mine.
of course on the way, some stuff things ppl i had really gain from.



2 more weeks to my BD!
I'm not hinting pls. Cause i'm super excited for some reasons!!!!
1st: starting with the age of 2..
2nd:070809 is a very special day-date to remember

So i'm going to make it a special and i'm SO going to enjoy myself!
=D

Sometimes i really don know i should HATE HIM!



Ever since seconday, told him that i hate him smokes and not saving up for
things that are suppose to be. Ended up i had to pay for them!!!
FIRST is 1000. Never mind.
THEN the amount never gets lower than 100 each time.
NEVER MIND.


But this time round is really too much!!!
I'M F. ANGRY, SAD AND TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED!
You never keep 'that' responsibility of yours by not acting as one.
I know at some points i should be responsible too but in fact i guess this is not my job yet.
I'M NOT WORKING!
I do not have any incomes!
I got to save save and save each day in order to fill up my bank!
I got to keep my spending at $4 each day!
so i have the money to pay for my own spending,
my phone bills,
my transportation fees,
my everything!



This time i got to waste my savings just to pay for your bills
that might involved with that BITCH!!!
I HATE THAT C.BITCH!!!!!!!!!!
I hate everything that you had done for her and not US!
and you still scold M.
I HATE YOU!




But i still love you because you are my D. okay!
Which cannot be changed at all.

Just ended 3 ppt on tuesday and today!
Freaking tired...
Up coming will be fyp and others. Sianzations.












I JUST hate fishmongers even though maybe i'm one. SO!
Ppl likes to complain even if one is willing to. STUPID right.
Some others get jealous because they cant be one. That's right.

This are just stuff that all of us tends to do.

I need to complete all my work!!!





And i seriously need a
HAIR CUT PLUS TREATMENT!!!!